i just read thru every single entry in krystals journal from 2003.
well except for the ones that were filtered and private. i hate that she filtered ME out of something.
she was so up and down.
happy and sad.
in love...and heartbroken.
she drank alot at times.
and over medicated.
but she always said...she would get thru this ...she didnt want to die.
and it leaves me wondering then why???? why did she ???
i do not believe she wanted to leave when she did...shana had just had ben, she was getting job interviews...
so abruptly gone.